Yall ever brought an idea to life and ended up loving it more than you thought you would? Like to the point where you couldn’t stop staring at it? Using it, wearing it or bringing it with you everywhere you go?
Yea that’s been me for the last like 3 weeks with this lil big design I came up with for a shirt sooo read below so you know why your TL bout to be flooded with this message for a few…extended moments ☺️
Manifest 👣✨⚠️
These action steps are a page straight out of one of my notebooks. I was writing out my desires a few months ago and gained clarity on what ALL is needed to manifest the life I want to experience.
Doing The Work is the most important step towards receiving what you be praying and meditating on and it’s also the most DREADED and avoided. Well at least it had been for me. 😅
Before I started concerning myself with the business side of social media I was the fuckin GOAT w/ it. Dating all the way back to Yahoo messenger and Tagged may have been my first profile type thing. Either way, I never really overthought what to share or when to share it, I just did it whenever/however I felt like it. For y’all that’s been with me across most of these platforms and even with this one since the beginning, I’m sure yall see a difference in my social media engagement now as opposed to how I was like 10 years ago.
Every so often I would be asked “What happened?” Like what caused me to switch up so drastically and…well…
It was the initiation of my spiritual awakening that did it for me. Going thru a long ass isolation phase really just stripped me of everything I once truly enjoyed.
I had stopped taking pictures and asking folks to take pictures of me. I stopped being social in real life so it reflected in my online presence. I lost confidence in who I was bc I had come to realize that I didn’t really know myself like I just figured I should.
A couple years into it all of the praying, crying, meditating and screaming and hollering opened up this like invisible door to another side of this same life.
I was met with a deeper, clearer understanding of the way life was supposed to be like and I just jumped… cannon ball style.
I swam thru the depths without fear of what I might find, I was more intrigued than anything. Hoping to find some treasure that I can take back with me and radically change my life.
And tho it wasn’t exactly what I had in mind, I did come up on some priceless gems. I was reminded of who I’ve always been and always knew I was before I started being influenced by my surroundings so heavily.
I was operating in complete oblivion for a while so when I started to come out, I found every excuse to justify my “nah not now”. I avoided the work to get back to living as me just for me for as long as I could until circumstances forced me to just do it.
Once I started choosing me over everything I started recollecting who I always known me to be. Quite literally a hopefully loving being just wanting to help others and live my life with joy and true liberty.
So for the past like 4 years I’ve been moving more intentionally. Taking my time with each step and being aware of the mistakes causing me to misstep. And it’s led me to here.
Finally, living and feeling as free as my inner being has shown me I could be. Accepting all of me because I am certain of who I am now. Confidence building back up and I’m remembering all the things that made my soul beam.
So, all that to say, I’m back y’all lol.
This girl is now a lady who has gotten back on the mission to create the life we’ve always envisioned.
Releasing all the inhibitions that’s been holding me back from bringing my dreams into fruition. A clearer picture has appeared and the dots have connected everso perfectly imperfect it seems.
I am heeding the work that’s needing to be done to get to that place I’ve always dreamed of. Working for me, traveling as I please, comfortably, spending time with my family, growing our legacy interdependently and just enjoying living life again. Stress free and always in good company.
