So, it’s been a minute.
A little less than 2 months so not a long long minute, just a lil hot one.
I just caught back up with my friend after approx. the same amount of time and it’s been a doozy for the both of us lol.
I’m gonna see if we can gon head with part 2 tonight or tomorrow but I’d rather tonight if it’s good all around for both of us. If not, I can definitely wait so it’s no thing but to just decide and then I act *shrugs*.
Anyways, I’ve had some surprises within the last couple months. I’ve surprised myself a few instances also. I’ve grown a nice chunk emotionally, loss about 10lbs physically, expanded my perspective of life a bit and shifted the center focus just a tad.
I’ve also gained some inside knowledge on this entrepreneur, getting sales type wave which I’m most happy about. I think going deep diving into my subconscious revealed some deeply rooted codependency and attachment issues to situations with others just in general.
Still not knowing when to let go at the best time but not even consciously holding on. It’s like I was on autopilot for a moment where I didn’t have enough time to process what was happening so I’m just going off of emotional muscle memory. Then I become aware and I’m like “Wt[entire]f!?!??” Like just straight outta there lol.
Learning and growing has really been the bulk of my experiences these past 2 months. Learning, observing, adjusting, readjusting, moving, adapting, trusting, believing, growing a tad and learning more new things and repeat.
I completed my YTT (Yoga Teacher Training) and have been teaching classes. I’d consider this part the externship, if I was comparing it to my trade school experience when I was training to be a pharmacy technician. Learning the actual process of becoming a successful yoga teacher according to my unique flow has been a whole revelation in and of itself lol.
I’ve gained a better appreciation of myself as the Princess of Creation. I’m just here to help and serve and have fun and make beautiful memories while learning to master these various challenges holistically. Everything else is a distraction and intentionally so. I’m just barely making it to level 31 in this bih and I’m finally developing my own way to have fun while going and getting thru it.
I’ve made some progress in all aspects of my life and I’m getting closer to being able to put everything together.
I’m finally coming back to reminding myself and accepting that, yet again, I don’t need to rush or hurry up for nothing or nobody. I just need to go at my own pace, adjust according to my energy, adapt as needed. Always heeding the need to take a break to regain enough energy to get back at it and maintain my own pace with or without anyone else around.
That’s it. That’s all there is to it.
So, that’s where I’m at during this approx. 3rd week of August, coming from the last weekend in June. July was definitely the blur that it seems like it was bc I really just kinda let loose with my supporting small, local, black owned businesses wave and ummmm, yea its bout to be the last week of August in a few days and I’m just now getting back to eating food at home.
I actually cooked two meals this week. I made a black bean quinoa lil somethin or another that I ate by itself, with tostadas as a street taco and the other time with sweet potato corn tortilla chips. It was very delicious all the ways. And yesterday I whipped up a chickpea soup turned stew thingamajig. I just finished eating all of it and now I’m disappointed that I didn’t grab more cans of chickpeas 🥺
Anywho, this is just a new thing I’m gonna start doing to just start some type of schedule with making sure I post on here at least once a month and eventually get to a weekly or biweekly thing. Just taking our time with the process of everything.
