I don’t like being pulled, don’t rush me. I’ll be on my way in divine timing. I can feel the pressure rising all around me but it’s not my time yet. I’m still clearing out the cluttery mess I made looking for a different way out than the way I came thru. I hate backtracking but I know it’s a requirement to progress a lil higher than this. Growing closer, going deeper, unveiling the secrets once hid from me…my own inner-me has been my enemy and my own inner-G is the only thing that can save me from the demise of self-criticizing how I be over analyzing unnecessarily..every step of the way…but if it wasn’t necessary, it wouldn’t be ingrained in me…so, I just sit and think, lay down and just be…being breathed by my own body…I realize that I am, voluntarily involuntary. For that reason alone, I deserve this time, space and energy to figure this out in my own way, on my own time, in my own space, cultivating the energy I need to ingrain a new way of being. The next phase of living is approaching, I know I’ll be prepared for its arrival, it’s more than survival mode for me, it’s a steadily progressing evolution of She. We cannot be rushed, just being us, individually and collectively, is more than enough, right here in this moment.
